So, I am sitting here 37 weeks and 5 days pregnant.
My emotions are all over the place.
I am so very ready to hold our baby girl in our arms.
I am also enjoying this time of anticipation so very much.
I think when every couple decides to get pregnant, they picture themselves at the point that I am right now. Big as a pumpkin, nervously waiting for the arrival date!
I'm torn in many ways, because I'm enjoying being preggers. I like the attention. I like the fact that I can wear flip flops every day without a bit of guilt. I like that my students are so curious about everything. I love feeling Baby Girl's kicks. I love that I am eating basically whatever I want. So, in many ways, I'm going to miss this so much.
On the other hand. I'm over it. As much as I love being pregnant, I ready to be a mom. I am over being nervous when I don't feel her kick for 5 minutes. I'm over the cramps, the constant need to pee, and the fact that I don't really fit into my laundry room anymore. I want my body back!
I feel so blessed to be able to carry this baby. I know I am so incredibly lucky.
I just can't wait for what is to come in the next few weeks!
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